You know while back when I still had my head up my ass I once heard a certain person said I had a unhealthy obsession with him, which is not the case mind you, but with that being said that does not mean I can't be allowed to make fun of myself of how I acted back then and have laugh out of it, yeah for this pic for instance you see me as a creep I see, we'll do this the kubrick way damn it. with that being said I actually had a lot of fun drawing this not gonna lie its always to draw different things. I do want to also say if that person some how happens to see this I will only say to you good sir look I"m not the guy up above I've long since deleted you form my skype and gmail and Have absolutely no intention on seeking you out if you see me as the guy above. I"m only saying that to get it out of the way. And to be honest I am aware if he did view me as this guy I would not of had my spot back as a admin in the group, I know that but I serious about the stuff I said in the note. that is all I have to say on any thing and besides that if he really were to talk to me is the day when hell freezes over and I don't lie about that. I would sure as heck catch me off guard but alas at least this pic is a good way to get my own thoughts on a subject and out of the way.
But with that being said I do intend to keep reflecting on what has happened to me this past year and better myself for the future on my past mistakes, I won't hide the fact I"ve not been a virtuous person this year and I'm not ashamed to admit that, its alot better to realize your own past errors and better your self as a person so for the future. And I will say this if you tell me I"m not allowed once again to make fun of myself on how much of I have been a idiot in some parts of this year then that would be just no fun. I do mean this pic is the stupidest thing I've drawn in a while but that doesn't mean I didn't have fun with it XD well that is all I have to say silver out. and I now gotta go fix a door(not literally XD)
also based on the shinning by stanley kubrick