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well I went to college orientation today and I seems things are set for me going in the fall semester I can't express how happy I am for that, and I'm the first one out of me and my 2 siblings to be going I'm glad even though all the hardships I've faced this year I'm finally going to college. I'll try and update in the coming weeks but man is this next month gonna be crazy I always am glad their is the old saying good things come to those who wait. that has been happening to me in my life, minus the college part ^^' but anyway that is all I have to say for now.
actually I should also note that with all the art improvement i was forcing myself to do even with work conditions being so horrible with stuff everywhere until last week my dad was proud of me for being productive for that, I my self am too, college is mostly paid for so not really looking into scholarships like I should of is not really a bad thing. If you were to tell me that july was a long month I may have to tell you you don't say? long it was been indeed.
actually I should also note that with all the art improvement i was forcing myself to do even with work conditions being so horrible with stuff everywhere until last week my dad was proud of me for being productive for that, I my self am too, college is mostly paid for so not really looking into scholarships like I should of is not really a bad thing. If you were to tell me that july was a long month I may have to tell you you don't say? long it was been indeed.
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for the plush vember I"m taking free plushie suit request :3 but its gotta be a character in a plushie suit :3
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my friend was willing to forgive me but I'm still gonna seek out professional help. this isn't gonna make the guilt I felt magically go away, plus I've had some other issues in my life i need to seek out help for.
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its bad enough that my guilt is eating me up and my depression is slightly getting worse and I know my friend hates my freaking guts right now
I just want to apologize and still be his friend. I don't think I'll even get that chance.
I just can't
I'm just feeling borderline suicidal right now. I just can't deal with things right now. I fucking hate my job. I can't focus in this one class that I just want to freaking drop the damn thing. i just can't even think strait. god fucking damn it.
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