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I should probably re address this here and now, for those of you who are from that one group I must tell you, I have no animosity towards the leader of the group, I don't hate this person nor do I bare any animosity towards that group even at this current time. that being said the things I said were merely the things I though I was being viewed as such when I had put my self through some very rough days during the summer time, i was not saying any of those things as a excuse to talk to him or any as such and any of the co founders who want to shun me for what I did I wont' stop you form doing so, if you want to go as far as hate me I wont' stop you. i won't fight for the rights to draw any of their concepts, I wont' fight to get their respect or trust back. and as for the thing of me getting kicked out of the group I got what I desired but I really felt I had to get this stuff off my chest for a while, it just kept eating away at me and letting go would never do anything for me. with that being said, I did mean it sincerely I will not fight or go out of my way to speak to the founder of that group, no will I ask for my spot back, I will only accept such things if ever allowed. if some people who are co founders are willing to give me their trust back with time I will accept it when you are willing to give it to me should you ever decide to. and I do want to say I'm sorry for my behavior I need to control that better but I can assure you even if it was a bit of a ass thing for me to have done me having finally gotten that burden off my chest you will hear nothing form me you have my word for that.
so apparently I came off as something completely different than I wanted to with that thing I left, I will intend to apologize with what i did and I intent to clear up the confusion in what I was saying, it still seems i have a lot to learn about writhing arguments or messages -_-' I must first get through a math test I have coming up before then so I'm going to shut up for a while.
so apparently I came off as something completely different than I wanted to with that thing I left, I will intend to apologize with what i did and I intent to clear up the confusion in what I was saying, it still seems i have a lot to learn about writhing arguments or messages -_-' I must first get through a math test I have coming up before then so I'm going to shut up for a while.
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Devious Journal Entry
my friend was willing to forgive me but I'm still gonna seek out professional help. this isn't gonna make the guilt I felt magically go away, plus I've had some other issues in my life i need to seek out help for.
Devious Journal Entry
its bad enough that my guilt is eating me up and my depression is slightly getting worse and I know my friend hates my freaking guts right now
I just want to apologize and still be his friend. I don't think I'll even get that chance.
I just can't
I'm just feeling borderline suicidal right now. I just can't deal with things right now. I fucking hate my job. I can't focus in this one class that I just want to freaking drop the damn thing. i just can't even think strait. god fucking damn it.
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