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I"ve not really ever wanted to come out of my shell about this topic before, hell its actually something I feel I like to keep secret sometimes but I've never done researcher into this aspect of this side of my self before and it honestly has opened my eyes into some aspects about myself I need to grow to accept more. For many of my watcher old or new. I have what they call autism, the highly functioning Asperger syndrome I think they call it. As good as it is to be a blessing sometimes the curse parts of it can be equally as bad. Unintentionally pissing people off by accident and not realizing it. Some rare occasional anger control issues and I'm finding out that some other things such as depression and anxiety are apart of that.(i need to look into that later.) and a whole other list of other things I honestly feel I can relate to after having look into it. I think it may be a good thing to let my audience know some of these aspects of myself. I still need to understand some aspects of this for myself. even if it's the hard way. if anyone has autism like I do don't be afraid to let me know in the comments below.
taking plushie suit request :3
for the plush vember I"m taking free plushie suit request :3 but its gotta be a character in a plushie suit :3
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they do female, transformation, bondage, weight gain, pregnancy, giantess and diaper stories
they need the money for their grandmother
if you can go support this person :3
Devious Journal Entry
my friend was willing to forgive me but I'm still gonna seek out professional help. this isn't gonna make the guilt I felt magically go away, plus I've had some other issues in my life i need to seek out help for.
Devious Journal Entry
its bad enough that my guilt is eating me up and my depression is slightly getting worse and I know my friend hates my freaking guts right now
I just want to apologize and still be his friend. I don't think I'll even get that chance.
I just can't
I'm just feeling borderline suicidal right now. I just can't deal with things right now. I fucking hate my job. I can't focus in this one class that I just want to freaking drop the damn thing. i just can't even think strait. god fucking damn it.
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I think I have that, too.