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so my current plans are to take it somewhat easy until I can see the chiropractor next week. but besides that WOW 2015 what a year it was, to think I would drive myself to improve my art work after I met some random guy and other events. I want to say something. one of the main reasons why i wanted to keep improving my art through all the hell I put myself through in 2015 was so I could eventually put this picture down on paper
, not many people know this but picture was special to me but after having done it I know I can do anything if I put my mind to it. One small secret many people don't know about that pic was that it's a scene form my character's silver's story I may want to eventually make a comic series about, I'm still not sure if I want that but I feel I may want to. but back on topic that scene involved my character silver taking a fatal blow while protecting a pregnant malana shielding her from a strike form the stories main villain. One day I hope to do that scene in it's entirety but that will be later down the h line in my life. for now I"m gonna keep improving my art till that point and bill upon my characters story slowly over time. but later or sooner in this year depending look out for the nanny series I want to with my own character if i find the proper time. i have a lot of plans for this year so I hope everyone can look forward to it along with me improving my art more.
taking plushie suit request :3
for the plush vember I"m taking free plushie suit request :3 but its gotta be a character in a plushie suit :3
Update: "!KeepTryinIaintDyin (https://www.deviantart.com/keeptryiniaintdyin)" is doing patreon stories.
they do female, transformation, bondage, weight gain, pregnancy, giantess and diaper stories
they need the money for their grandmother
if you can go support this person :3
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my friend was willing to forgive me but I'm still gonna seek out professional help. this isn't gonna make the guilt I felt magically go away, plus I've had some other issues in my life i need to seek out help for.
Devious Journal Entry
its bad enough that my guilt is eating me up and my depression is slightly getting worse and I know my friend hates my freaking guts right now
I just want to apologize and still be his friend. I don't think I'll even get that chance.
I just can't
I'm just feeling borderline suicidal right now. I just can't deal with things right now. I fucking hate my job. I can't focus in this one class that I just want to freaking drop the damn thing. i just can't even think strait. god fucking damn it.
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