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so after I got done with that college stuff on friday it would seem I will need to focus on getting some scholarships down other wise I will have to work or hours or try forcing myself to do art commissions in order to pay that stuff off, and know for a fact now matter how crazy that would be my body would not be able to handle that. I will need to start on those scharlor ships as soon as tomorrow morning, especially since my drawing/practice drawing will be down this week due to some stuff at work that I am expecting, so hopefully next weekend I may be able to rest my body and do alot of art but regardless it turns out at this point any time I manage to fine on this point in time on a work day through july and into august I will need to improve my art stills even future than I have now. I can see a very long road ahead of me and one thing that makes it alot better for me is having broken free from the stress that were plaguing me, other wise I may of been putting myself into the ground sooner or later.
if I find the time I will also try and brain storm about some monster concepts I would like to fleshed out or think of ways to dominate my own characters and what not. but at this point what ever free time I have from now on I need to not be lazy on any aspects of my life including art.
but that is all I have to say silva out.
oh yeah small edit here but request and art trades and what not are gonna be put on hold for this, I'm already drawing to day and I find myself a little more driven to improve than i was originally thinking i was gonna be so that that stuff is on hold for now.
if I find the time I will also try and brain storm about some monster concepts I would like to fleshed out or think of ways to dominate my own characters and what not. but at this point what ever free time I have from now on I need to not be lazy on any aspects of my life including art.
but that is all I have to say silva out.
oh yeah small edit here but request and art trades and what not are gonna be put on hold for this, I'm already drawing to day and I find myself a little more driven to improve than i was originally thinking i was gonna be so that that stuff is on hold for now.
taking plushie suit request :3
for the plush vember I"m taking free plushie suit request :3 but its gotta be a character in a plushie suit :3
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my friend was willing to forgive me but I'm still gonna seek out professional help. this isn't gonna make the guilt I felt magically go away, plus I've had some other issues in my life i need to seek out help for.
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its bad enough that my guilt is eating me up and my depression is slightly getting worse and I know my friend hates my freaking guts right now
I just want to apologize and still be his friend. I don't think I'll even get that chance.
I just can't
I'm just feeling borderline suicidal right now. I just can't deal with things right now. I fucking hate my job. I can't focus in this one class that I just want to freaking drop the damn thing. i just can't even think strait. god fucking damn it.
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